' WIND '

am i a 'wind'???am i suppose to be like tat???is it my destiny to be it???i am there to support but i`m not visible???maybe im worse than tat...maybe im just something tat support you and help you all but im no even visible...you all cant even 'sense' me...
maybe i should get use to it???just support you all but invisible???
i know some people say this is obstacle God to strengthen us mentally but must it be so difficult???I CANT STAND IT!!!