am i a failure???am i a terrible person???wat am I???a criminal???a monster???an alien???if im human then why theres no one who take me as one???humans have feelings...emotions...Happy New Year???the countdown itself was a shocking experience but its as usual as always for me...
am i a wind instead of human???can anyone see get me???am i like a wind that can only pass by???or am i a sun tat being hate by most people and no one can reach???no one will get close to???why is it life have to be so hard???
happy new year???chinese new year???happy new year???or is it sad new year???all seems to be worse than better...is this year going to be even worse???just the first second of the year ad so bad...chinese new year???is it going to be the same as usual???being thrown at one side???will i listen the same question as every year???(where is siong ling???)tat question is something i listen every year during..........everytime,till more than i eat leh...maybe im just another normal person seen by them???i nothing more than just a friend or a stranger???
i just heard a shocking news...i think tat news is going to change my whole entire life from now on...its something tat i worry since last time...its something tat i never wanted to hear...but...it really happened...haiz...
am i fated to be alone???so tat i dont hurt anyone or been hurt???or is it because i dont deserve to have any true friends???
new year...new life...new subjects...can i survive???as half of me was already dead after the news...will i regain back my strength or continue to get worse???can i survive in real life and in school???did i did something my life before or this life tat is so bad till i am being punish now???
friends???good friends???buddies???gf/bf???couples???cousins???family???why am i being hurt by all???everytime around me is squeezing me till maybe i squash to death by stress,tention,problems and sadness???
Kexin,this year you form 5 ad...i know its not a year for you to enjoy...so for you goodness and since you dont want think so much...let me let go one of your burden for you...i think we just be friends...you want totally forget about me also can...i dont mind...if you are happy and i get to do something for you...you want to kill me also i am willing to...^^...just dont pressure yourself too much...i know its form 5...but dont force yourself too much...anything i can help just go ahead and tell me...if anything is not ok with you just tell me ok???
maybe its my life...too be just a wind...to be alone...not reminded or even seen by anyone...maybe i dont deserve too be appreciate and loved...why does this holiday have to be so cruel???i lost so many people...haiz...
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