friends???

i have always put friends over everything else in life...
but why these happens to me??
best friends???we are a group???
ALL ARE LIES!!!

when i was still with brenda,you wanted to follow along when we go out,i never stop you...although i want time for two of us only,but friends...they are always the priority in my heart...when i go over to her house,i brought you along...when we go karaoke,i brought you along...i never said 'NO' to you...i have always take you as a bro...you were once very quite...i thought you need to change...i thought you how to communicate with girls...i introduced you to so much friends...
amanda loh,cynthia,amanda goh,kai yee, and the others...so many of them...
if without me,you think you will know them???you told me your god sis the one teach you to socialise with people but socialise with girls is me...then do you think if i never teach you to socialise with girls you will have this god sis???
your segamat,muar friends all you got them by yourself...through LEO club...
think back...who forced you to enter LEO club??
but this is how you repay me???
when you need me or alone or go out with guys only call me??
you borrowed my shirt and when i want back you tell me 'your problem la' and laugh???you think very funny???
backstab,talk bad and betray me just to impress a girl that you never get??
was it really that worth it???i got no idea...

you...
i have always looked up to you...
when my father say you got no future,dont mix so much with you,you useless de...
i even argued with him and give him scold like dont know wat...
but how you repay me???
backstab and betray me for the same girl as the person above???
good....very 'good'....

when you all need help...sure ask me do a favor...
i sleeping,or tired or its difficult to do...
i dont mind...for the sake of friendship...
but when i need someone...who do i have???
my dog and cat...
fine...all throw me one side like an old man~
all i want...is a few friends to spend time with..
is tat so difficult???

if i tell people...i dont think anyone will believe...
im Tan Siong Sern after all...
brother to Tan Siong Ling,the playboy...
sure got a lot friends de...
sure no problem de...
but im totally different than him...
never judge a book by its cover...

im always waiting...
for that group of friend...